New Year's Hoopla

Happy New Year everyone. New year, new resolutions, new blah blah. Everything comes up roses until March, when the devotion to our unrealistic resolutions dies off. Rather than being that cynical wench I've been, I'm going to propose we try something new. Let's be real.

I think everyone should be more honest, and I'm starting with me.

Truth:

-I'm a control freak
-I'm ready to leave the past behind, for good
-I am petrified for anyone to love me - hence I intentionally screw up every relationship I get involved with

***I'm ready to take the plunge and let go of all of these things. To let love in. To let the past be the past, even if some people don't understand. I'm done lying to appease others.

Most of all I'm done wearing this broken heart on my sleeve. I'm done with the cynicism, and the pseudo-witty blog posts. Learn from the negative and embrace the positive. Never dwell. Love, even if you don't know what it means, when you feel it for real, you'll figure it out. I wish everyone a happy, and prosperous new year.